Dragging my feet?
I’ve had enough. It’s gone on for far too long, and I need to do something to change it, but what?
I’m talking about my lack of any real weight loss in the last 4 months.
I weighed in on Monday evening, and I gained half a pound; by no means is this anything to worry about apart from how long its been going on for. Some of you might be thinking what about the article I wrote recently explaining my new way of thinking about plateaus?
That’s a fair question, and I still stand by my new way thinking theory, it’s just there has to be a point. A point when it’s no longer a plateau, its maintaining with a slight fluctuation, this is something I that’s completely different in my eyes something quite dangerous.
I just don’t know whats wrong with me, (I say that loosely, not in a bullying, depressive way); I’m all fired up and want to kick this fats’ arse, but I just feel tired. Oh so tired.
I don’t know how to snap out of it despite wanting it so much. I should be full of energy, bursting at the seems at the moment what with me just passing my HGV Class 2 driving license. My life is finally moving forward; I’ve got one more training/test in January and then I’ll be done forever. At that point, I’ll be basking in the “light” of my two and a half year tunnel, and able to move onwards and upwards with my life. Maybe it’s that? Maybe I’m a little scared/apprehensive about my life changing once again and deep down that’s why I’m tired and dragging my feet subconsciously?
Ahhh I don’t know!
I think getting this out of my head and out in the open has helped, I guess we’ll see won’t we!
I’ve been pretty vague in this post, but have you ever felt of experienced anything like this with you weight loss? I want to you leave a comment below with your stories 🙂Photo by Kyle May